When someone guilts you into loving them

When someone guilts you into loving them. A lot of the time (maybe I’m still lying to myself) it’s unintentional because we all are products of our environment, right? I … Continue reading When someone guilts you into loving them

When Perfection Get’s me in Trouble

I often struggle with the need to be perfect in everything that I do in life. My blog has to be perfect. Everything has its place and every blog post … Continue reading When Perfection Get’s me in Trouble

The Penguin and I

Photo by Teodor Bjerrang on Unsplash The other night I was watching a documentary called Encounters at the End of the World from 2007. It was about filmmaker Werner Herzog and his journey … Continue reading The Penguin and I

I love you & I’m sorry when I feel like I don’t

I love you and I wished my thoughts stopped there, the fact is I so often don’t know how I feel. This sounds like a major problem in a relationship, … Continue reading I love you & I’m sorry when I feel like I don’t

Bipolar/Depression Journal Part Four

This is the fourth edition of my mental illness/Bipolar journals that I have written over the years. Eventually the best of these journals will make their way to my memoir. … Continue reading Bipolar/Depression Journal Part Four

An unpopular opinion

This will either piss you off, comfort you or strike a personal chord. If it does anything but comfort you I apologize in advance. also please read this in its entirety … Continue reading An unpopular opinion

I’m Still Me

I wasn’t diagnosed with anything “scary” to other people until I was in my mid-20’s. They accepted the PTSD because it made sense with what I had been through. They … Continue reading I’m Still Me